My Mellow Time, My Melody

It's me and the mellow melody swinging inside the skin...
It's me singing the notes of missing something so greatly that it aches the soul...
It's me thinking about the memory of the past, meaning of today and dreams of the future...
It's me standing in the midst of intersections of life, hoping to stay still, but then I have to decide and keep going on...
It's me with the puzzles and secret desires of my heart,
It's me in my mellow time singing the melody...

but then...

It's You with Your amazing touch that comforts my soul...
It's You, the Almighty Provider who is able to do beyond things I could have ever thought of, and my soul delights in it...
It's You who always come to my rescue everytime I fail and mess things up...
It's You who amazes me always with such love I could never imagine and find in any other places...
It's You who directs my path and holds me in the slippery path of life...
It's You, the Great Composer, who gives and renews the melody in me...

And now,
I realize Lord, that it's not me, it's You..and by Your loving kindness and grace, it's Us...
It's never gonna be me alone, I have You and longs nothing else beside You...
You're more than enough for me...
And as for today forward, I'll keep this in my heart, everytime the mellow melody swings...
I know, it's not me alone coz' I have You...
and when it's Us, I have nothing else to fear in life..=)..

* Dedicated to the Lover of my soul, my best friend, my reedemer, my Lord and Saviour, 
my Jesus Christ =)*